going back home this winter break is also an option other than traveling. but the break doesn't match chinese new year. find it pointless. moreover it's only for 2-3 weeks.
cravings. hell you people back there should be grateful. with good food only few steps away anytime anywhere.
my favourite. can never resist dumplings. anything wrapped up KILLS me. wantan,shuikao,pao,popiah............
thai food is listed 2nd . hot and sour match perfectly.
squid rings. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
damn. i'm hungry now.
pics:after giovanni
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so i missed my Russian class this morning. the moment i opened my eyes it was already almost eleven.
stoned during the entire Histology class. it's just another bad day feeling like everything else is going wrong. plus, living in such weather will not make mood any better. i'm waiting for the sun seriously.
got invited to a Christmas party on the 25th. should be wonderful. =)
it's been weeks i've not slept before 12. and i do not know for what. just busy. day and night are upside down. i need more hours in a day. classes finish late, tasks piling up like shit. and only thing decreasing is my rest time. =/
i just can't wait to finish off this damn two months and start a new life.
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Sunday, December 6, 2009
i love victory. winning does feel so gooooood. both basketball and volleyball that i was in won the 1st placing. too much of cheering yesterday, voice's sore now. so are my muscles and back. and i ate a lot of food. satay,nasi minyak,ayam masak merah,yao char kueh,tau fu fa,cheese cake.
life's back to usual now. tests and more tests and finals. great.
congratulations to all the winning teams. till the next time.
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2.04am. i'm the only one staying up in the room. with endless anatomy notes to do. microbiology test is on friday. physiology on coming monday. histo and anat's ones will be soon as well. volley practice was a big mess this afternoon. basketball was okay though, could see improvement.
finished a big pack of mayonnaise within two weeks. shit. weight will be shooting up again. =/ the bloody weather makes me feel hungry 24/7.
now you understand why i'm growing fatter.
say hello to pretty eyebags.
good night/morning people =)
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final is in 6 weeks time. i've been having dreams of dodging the exams. if only getting retained isn't what going to come up in the end. =D
can't wait for malaysian interbatch games this coming saturday, since we can't beat russians, so we'll indeed try to be the best among m'sians. russian volley coach has been very nice to us, can't stop wanting to join the practice. but this luck is only something to hope for.
however, this saturday can be a small getaway from stress. with lots of malaysian food to be sold. that's how we have bits of home. tests are coming up again in packages. and good news is, my room got connection today, still a bit unstable though.
yeap, just strive through this two months and switzerland here i come!!!
=)
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i indeed survived through this week. a very tough one. not feeling delighted coz what i have is disappointment. but somehow there is slight relief, its increment depends on how i'm letting all these go.
improved a little today, managed to keep a distance from emotionally condemned. just give me a little bit more time, and i will prove to you guys that i worth your considerations.
ps: deep in my heart, all i want to say is thank you.
dont stop. remind yourself how many times you've been down within a month. how many times you got so disappointed of everything. how many times you promised not to repeat the same mistake. how many times you brought on troubles to the ones you care.
so i did. i know. i'm so sorry. and also grateful.
ps: thank you my dear. you are what makes me tough enough to stand firm here. =)
have been taking bland meals for continuously three days. i know it's supposed to be like this when i'm ill but my tongue started feeling numb already. i miss chilli, i need my taste buds to get stimulated again. i can't wait to eat xj's fried tomyam noodles. oh my, thinking of that makes me so delighted unlike oats and plain porridge. even tough i'm religiously an oat person but thrice a day are definitely too much. =(
halloween night was fun. it was supposed to be a small private party with only close friends, then it ended up a party of almost 30 people. glad that everyone loved it which was the ever first party we threw. thinking of hosting another again, christmas party would be great. it's public holiday tomorrow, going to have a good rest at home. will be having three tests next week. i'll be very stressed out again.
more pictures are on facebook. =)
having mild fever, flu and cough again. third time this month. =/ body couldn't stand the weather change. it already started snowing since sunday. half of my groupmates are ill as well.
ps: sad, missing out badminton training tonight. not in the condition to work out.
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so surgery class was on thursday. the hospital we went is a learning hospital which is associated with my uni. we get to see patients and study them. dying old man, young guy with tubes going through his body all over, a 26-year-old lady without her colon, old man with both amputated legs due to accident at metro station.
doctors carry great responsibility and that's something which i doubt myself being capable of.
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so devastated at one time and extremely hyper the next. sometimes even i can't control my tears, it just burst out profusely like that. and i have alot alot alot of mood swings.
time passes real fast during 2nd year. i don't even know what i'm achieving. microbiology's presentation on friday, not even started doing yet.
it's been raining alot lately. it was foggy this morning, i basically ran all the way to uni and sweated like shit. physical training was fun, i get hyper during sports...that's the only way i can really shake the stress away. tests are seriously sophisticating me, thank god none in this two weeks, can have a short break.
i miss autumn. should really go see the scenery.. it's damn pretty. but once it starts snowing, gone case lah!!
i thought i had test today, oh god. guess i've misheard what teacher said. weather's been incredibly insane. well, hopefully they could really freeze the cloud and stop the snowing, for the sakes of not letting me trip again.
have been really busybusybusybusy busy. i'm greedy, love to get mired in all kind of stuffs, the rush of being extremely occupied makes me HIGH. =D
i love my roomie. especially when she lets me do whatever i want to her when i'm in the mood.
nice life. but before i can totally enjoy it, laptop must be fixed. damn i still do not know where's the service place. BOOOOooooo.
days have been better. i'm looking forward to the future. not that i do not have any rough time now but i found a way to handle it with ease. at least i'm trying. weather's been fine, i hate rain but somehow i like while it's drizzling so i get to use my newly purchased RED umbrella, i'm damn proud of it. =) working out alot lately, hoping to lose the fats since winter's approaching which means i'm going to start eating more. finger's strain seems to be recovering, muscle pain..nah.. embracing it. tests are as usual, getting them every week. new subjects are killing but i'm trying my best to cope. microbiology, physiology, biochemistry, surgery, russian, and the same old histology and anatomy. lovely isn't it?!
gotta go, need to get some work done. good night guys.
=)
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okay. so let me tell how great i'm feeling now. i have a sprained finger, a condemned laptop, wrecked connection, unsatisfying tests results, fever, sore throat, flu. and i think cough will be soon since they always come in a package.
if only i could trade my luck, i would bloody do anything for it right now.
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never mind, to be positive i need to believe that i can be lucky again after all these subside.
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Sunday, October 11, 2009
oh my, it's been three months since my last online. heard that it was due to the canceling contract with the previous authority and now we have to register the line through a new set up company...
how much i adore the life without connection....i got to walk out of my room more often and know more people and attended events during weekends. nice. again, getting busier..i'm trying to make myself involved in as many stuff as i can. hope my good start can last through the whole year. i'm loving my current life more and more already..though still can't wait to go home again this coming summer. but in the meanwhile....i'm loving everything here. =D
ha!! got home early today. my biochem teacher literally 'kicked' me out of the class coz he saw me sneezing and he didn't want to get infected. what a day.
my parcel isn't here yet. damn. stupid DHL.
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flu and fever. cool. i have used up two rolls of tissue. guess my nose's going to drop off very soon. plenty of work to be done and in this condition i can' t even sit at my desk. not to mention taking out a book and study.
i'm skipping my lecture just to wait for my DHL parcel to come. they left me no other better delivery time, so i guess missing lecture will be better than missing the class.
after taking medicine i feel like sleeping already. damn i have classes later in the afternoon.
had a replaced lecture on saturday noon. it went fine and most importantly it was short. went for surgery coat shopping after that, Russians have serious problem in designing comfortable and fitting surgery coat. the pants and shirt are totally out of shape. we definitely look like clown more than anything else. the surgery cap is pretty awful too. i guess they mixed up chef and doctor.
spent the whole sunday renovating my block again. room is all done and clean though the kitchen needs some time to touch up. a waiting-to-be-sold fridge is blocking my kitchen and the toilet.
physiology is boring. and scarier than i thought. it's not that scary type like anat and histo but...i just find it creepy. microbiology is much more interesting but i'm still having problems with microscopes...as always. will have my very first surgery class this thursday, wonder how will it goes. the 1 hour plus journey from uni to hospital must be very tiring. hope i don't fall asleep during class then.
=)
ps:i hate sore throat. it makes me couldn't talk well. and i think i'm going to have fever very soon. oh ya, and i heard that guy who made the prank call has already got expelled and probably in the jail now. so sorry for him.
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rumours has it that someone called to tell that there was a bomb in our uni on tuesday just for skipping examination hence all the students got evacuated immediately and classes had been stopped for almost 5 hours. it happened 10 minutes right after my first class in the morning started which was russian language.
it was fun though. never saw that many people gather in front of the uni before. those who had late classes were even luckier for not having to get out of their bed at all.
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Tuesday, September 8, 2009
room's renovation seems to take like forever. have been working on it since saturday and everything's still a mess. another half side of wallpaper hasn't put up yet, should be able to get it done by saturday. new bedframe,fridge,wallpaper cost me a lot. i'm broke for the rest of the month already. tons of clothes aren't dried yet due to the damp weather here. pretty frustrating. but the result will be very satisfying i guess. at least i'm already damn pleased with my new kitchen. will post up pictures after everything is done.
classes are already totally in progress. tests will be soon enough. haven't got my surgery coat yet and the class is on next thursday.
night life is definitely a best way to shake the stress off. see, thinking of starting the hectic uni life in a week time makes me stressed out. such low endurance i have. so before study hard, guess the playing part must be accomplished first. =)
MSL's great. so efficient that i renewed my student card in less than 5 minutes after i arrived at the office.
it's late now. so i would just call it a day. hope you have a good day tomorrow. as i'm hoping mine to be as well.
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sigh. it wasn't even my intention to get a haircut like this. couldn't blame kelvin though. i was the one telling him to make everything short. maybe coz i've not got bothered by bad hair after a long time, but deep inside my heart wanted something like that. i don't know. but what i know now is that i look like a 15 year old kid with a wig on. sis's claiming that i actually look retarded.
='(
all the way i'm going to whine my ass off to moscow.
so i was kiasu, while Internet Explorer 8 first launched i downloaded it immediately. and i felt proud of myself. but turned out that it has lots of problems and making my laptop's system slowed down. poor laptop has been like snail since march, and i blamed Compact for that.
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what a fault.
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can't stop purging since yesterday night. this's the moment my sis loves so she can tease me for eating too much curry.
if it isn't better by noon, i'm going to the doctor.
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Friday, August 14, 2009
addicted to needles. the feeling of it penetrating the skin's marvelous. therefore i had full blood test and injecting Hepatitis A last week. blood test wasn't necessary, i did already on some particular diseases last month upon uni's requirement. ha!
things are fine anyway, absolutely healthy.
=)
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long time ago egg told me once about this song whose lyric goes like this..
"I wanna hmmmm.... hmmmm...." it never stops playing in my head since then.
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am back from singapore!! did alot of shopping. dad's broke i guess. legs are sore now, had been walking continuously three days. meeting up minlee was great. gonna miss her so much =(
happy time passes damn fast. now i'm stuck in klang with the haze. stupid indonesia!! can never stop burning!! haiz...have to start packing my luggage, wonder how am i going to place one year supply into it.
ps: all the best to you egg, have a safe flight home!! if possible see you in paris!! =D
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overworked. too much of swimming...badmiton and basketball playing.. can't even move already now. yes, coz my weight can't stop increasing ever since i came back. but it was fun though, especially today's game, i even tried ballet dancing on the badminton court. and lunch was great.
i could only eat slow now coz just got my second molar's nerves removed, it shocked the dentist that i felt nothing before even though its crown part was already worn out, basically since three months ago i guess coz that was the time i started to feel my nerves with the tongue. haha. he said normally one would suffer the pain that serious that one could faint. WOA, SO SERIOUS huh. thank god then. anyway. so currently i have to chew with only one side.
almost a month has gone. haiz...wish to freeze the time.
