Tuesday, February 9, 2010
back to normal.
had my first day of class in second semester. it was bad.russians are idiots.the weather, the lecturer, all suck. the post holiday syndrome. it's striking real hard.
NO CNY WITH FAMILY. =(
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Monday, January 25, 2010
never have been this excited in a long time.
after 3 days of shopping and eating out, i'm broke. just requested extra money from daddy to cover my expenses in Switzerland where i'm going to be there for the next two weeks. taking three days off to Paris and maybe day tour in Frankfurt, Germany, prefer to have a relaxing holiday so we didn't choose too many places to visit.
hope everything goes fine.
byebye people. have a good time as well. =D
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Friday, January 22, 2010
the flower blooms after winter. so do i.
so i did whine on my own, and now i feel free. should think for a better future actually. shouldn't blame the luck too much. should have been paying attention since the first day of class. IT'S TIME TO GROW UP ALICE SEE, know yourself and do the right thing. excuses and disappointment are not allowed anymore. so i have 4 months to rescue my other second year subjects which i kind of neglected them the whole first sem. since weeks couldn't do enough, then i will go for months. even i'm facing extreme depression but there's always a slight feeling of someday somehow i'll be the one who smiles with glory.
okay. enough of this.
it's winter sales and i have like 3 days left before leaving for switzerland. =D thank god i have two credit cards with me. HAHAHA.
ps:some people might think that i really screwed my exams but in some way i did them fine, just that not as per my expectations.
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i want to curse even it's my own fault.
at this very moment. i feel so irritated seeing people smiling. it's disgusting. awful.
i just want to stay in my own bloody world and whine.
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Monday, January 18, 2010
i feel dead.
shoulder and head ache. god..send me an angel who's good in massaging please...
damn.
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Sunday, January 17, 2010
life is more than you could see.
hardships are what that make you grow and learn. smart people do not repeat their mistakes. so i am one. and the new mistake is to remind me of how i should do better next. so i learnt and i am going to improve. there will be the time i can achieve whatever i want. this i promise myself.
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Thursday, January 14, 2010
freeze the time please.
i didn't even realise it's already thursday night.
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010
numbers.
the grading system here. 3,4 or 5. below than that is failing. 106 exam questions. 4 questions per variant. so, it's your luck to get a easy or a hard one.
i just hope i can pass. even some people think that there's no difference between failing and a 3. i'm going to switzerland anyway after these 2 papers. as long as i do my part well. the rest i will just hand it to luck. =)
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010
come faster, let me finish you.
i am seriously choosing the wrong time to be out of my room. saturday there was training. and yesterday i went to the park with april. plus we had vegetarian shauma for dinner. it was goooooooood. it was nearing sunset so there weren't many people in the park, it was quiet and beautiful. the first time in these few months i felt like loving the snow. the lake's frozen, with thick snow on it. saw some people walking across but i don't think it could withstand my weight. hmm =/.
went to uni today and had a look at the cadaver. i have serious problems in identifying parts. everything looks so distorted when they are not red in colour. or maybe i'm just not that good. three more days left, i have 6 systems, bones and joints, central nervous system to finish. god bless me.
ps: did my grocery shopping, so yeah, i will allow myself to become a tad fatter.
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Saturday, January 9, 2010
lacking determination.
8:14 am in the morning. nope, i did not just wake up from dreams, instead i have not slept at all. the exam stress is seriously bothering me. 7 days more. and after studying some of the topics, my brain's still empty.
i should really learn how to balance my emotion. shouldn't give so much trouble to xj. talking to mummy is good. but still i need to overcome it by my own.
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Friday, January 8, 2010
8 days left.
DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM is dumb dumb.
bloody hell. the very wrong idea. don't worry if you can't understand what i'm saying.
just a stupid little thought of mine. so i should really forget it.
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Thursday, January 7, 2010
no star tonight.
this is how the room looks like during finals.
it will be worse later on. coz it's only the beginning. wait till we start covering more and more topics. bet the floor will be full of notes.
but of course, even we are supposed to be super busy now, we would still have time for this....
they don't even know how to spell my name anymore.
sindbad is the cafe outside my dorm. and shauma is a very fattening local food. and with -14 during the night, i'd rather starve in my room.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
someone told me the level of hatred you have on someone depends on how much you love him. hmmm~~~
so this was what happened on 31st December 2009. just five of us having fun at home while many other people went for new year countdown. champagne was good though..guess i finished almost whole bottle..coz it was sooooo sweet.
couldn't stop sending message when it hit 12.
aren't we all the same.
even it's new year but there's always something you will never be able to leave it behind. even if you try. so might as well just carry it forward and see what happens next. still believe in a better future.
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Thursday, December 31, 2009
it's the time you start putting things behind.
so tonight i'm going to have steamboat with mates. yea, after planning for more than a year this is the first time we are actually doing it.
i don't do resolutions. so i'll just hope everything will be better than i expect.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! HAVE A BLESSED ONE!!
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
last day out in 2009
a day spent with running errands. first i went to uni with xj, after she got her biochem credit we went to dean office to get our credit book signed. then we walked all around to search for 1st year's lecturers to sign our practical books. couldn't find some of them so we gave up. then we headed down to Sberbank near post office to pay internet fee. then we continued travel to the chinese shop, it was locked and the staff told us the people were coming back in a hour time. so while waiting me and xj took our dinner at the korean restaurant next to it. but somehow the people got caught in traffic so we ended up waiting for 3 hours. thank god we managed to get what we wanted for the new year eve's steamboat. it was -11 and i was only wearing a t shirt and leather jacket. oh my....
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25th December.
had dinner at Jasmine. a simple night out after staying up whole night for microbiology. and it was friday. should reward ourselves for the hardwork. eye bags are growing way faster than my size. and speaking of which, i just couldn't stop eating with this weather. it's like yea....hunger lasts for 24 hours per day.
26th December.
went for training. from 8-11 something. surprisingly the temperature was good so we walked home. and had supper at Sinbad. Pizza, Shauma and Sprite. see, that's the way of keeping your adipose tissue thicker and thicker.
27th December.
wasted.
28th December.
so i started studying physiology only around 1am. i remembered seeing words...graphs..schemes...whatever. lasted around 3 hours plus though. then the next thing i know it was already 12 in the noon. had a quick shower and headed to class. so i got a 4 for it without knowing anything i studied. or i should say i'm just that brilliant. =D GREAT!! i finished my last test of the year.
29th December.
stayed up the whole morning to complete microbiology workbook. did not manage to finish everything. but lecturer still gave me credit. so yea, it was the day i collected my last credit and the next task is finals.
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had dinner at Jasmine. a simple night out after staying up whole night for microbiology. and it was friday. should reward ourselves for the hardwork. eye bags are growing way faster than my size. and speaking of which, i just couldn't stop eating with this weather. it's like yea....hunger lasts for 24 hours per day.
26th December.
went for training. from 8-11 something. surprisingly the temperature was good so we walked home. and had supper at Sinbad. Pizza, Shauma and Sprite. see, that's the way of keeping your adipose tissue thicker and thicker.
27th December.
wasted.
28th December.
so i started studying physiology only around 1am. i remembered seeing words...graphs..schemes...whatever. lasted around 3 hours plus though. then the next thing i know it was already 12 in the noon. had a quick shower and headed to class. so i got a 4 for it without knowing anything i studied. or i should say i'm just that brilliant. =D GREAT!! i finished my last test of the year.
29th December.
stayed up the whole morning to complete microbiology workbook. did not manage to finish everything. but lecturer still gave me credit. so yea, it was the day i collected my last credit and the next task is finals.
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Saturday, December 26, 2009
it's my 21st. so i rule.
24th December 2009.
Had a great surprise indeed. first the fake celebration with a pie looking so familiar that i thought i bought it from grocery store before yet mates claimed they spent the whole night baking.
the real one was when i got hoaxed into the snow with slippers just to search for april's PDA, the main purpose was for me to find my present but feet got hurt alot so i went off half way before finding it. then no idea what happened, the whole situation was chaotic with alot of people there,which i was so blur that i didn't even notice they were all waiting for me to go into the snow again purposely. blame the guy who has the same birthday as me appeared out of a sudden, everyone was busy wishing him so i didn't suspect anything plus i was jealous coz they didn't say anything to me so i continued searching for the 'PDA'. then only i saw 6 bottles of miniature coke hidden in the snow. the moment they brought me the cake, i was like 'oh my......i'm so stupidddddddd'. but it was memorable though,with the pain on the feet, and the blur situation i had the whole night.
never really expected such celebration, especially my dearest cherrie,april,leekheng spent 5 hours on baking the brownies which is my favourite. and others who participated in making the surprise happened. we all know winter is the busiest period for everyone with all credits to settle and finals to sit for. thank you guys so much for giving out your time. definitely appreciate the effort alot. =D
they call me crying baby.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
big smile.
NO crazy stuff like i wished.
but passing biochem today without studying is already a great blessing.
it's like winning a war without getting armoured. COOOOOOOL!!.
MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD!!
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new phase.
it's my last day of 20th.
need something really crazy before 21.
i wonder what could it be......
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Monday, December 21, 2009
tell me christmas is a blissful season and i should act like it is.
wanted to take a nap but there was too much noise in the room. couldn't even close my eyes in peace. have been not feeling fine. i think i'm already close to great emotional breakdown. couldn't really find a suitable way to turn stress away. i'm pretty much got engulfed.
and that's when i start hating people.
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Sunday, December 20, 2009
=)
it never comes to my realisation that i have been seeing angels everyday.
till now.
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till now.
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you are always loved.
CCE, you will always have my blessing. and like what i said before, we will always have each other. =).
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Don't let me know things. Ugly truth of human is what i hate to know. so i'm going to be the simple one. maybe.
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it's not the right time for life to go downhill.
I WISH.....I'll have peace on my birthday.
hope it isn't too much to ask for.
everything here makes me don't even like my birthday anymore. it's a sad feeling.
perhaps SANTA might come?!
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and that's not why i love you.
How weird is it. I realised those people i heart most have '3' in their birth dates.
=D
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=D
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you don't get to say a single word.
we don't get what we want. and they usually go to people who don't need them.
ironic. but yes, this is how the universe works.
i'm still triyng to get over it.
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ironic. but yes, this is how the universe works.
i'm still triyng to get over it.
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009
the only stuff i wanna do is to get wrapped in my comforter and stay on the bed the whole day. say bye to uni. NYAHAHAHAHA!!!!
just kidding. friday's a big day. wish me luck.
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009
it was a great conversation. =D
overgorged tonight. too bad. it isn't right to resist food during such winter night when it's down to -22 degree Celcius. the short journey from uni to dorm is hell. jiaxin told me her place is around 38 degree. how ironic is that.
just hope i won't get frostbite.
i completed my last histology test today. anatomy's is on friday. and that's it. the next will be finals.
got invited to Christmas party this friday. i want food. ha.
night guys.
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just hope i won't get frostbite.
i completed my last histology test today. anatomy's is on friday. and that's it. the next will be finals.
got invited to Christmas party this friday. i want food. ha.
night guys.
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Monday, December 14, 2009
pumping up the study mood.
i saw pretty sun again today. but with temperature down to -17 Celcius.
sperms FLYING everywhere in my head. damn histology test on reproductive + urinary + embryology. =( feel my pain people.
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
the ish ish and yeah yeah.
the whole weekend wasn't like what i expected. had volley training on saturday morning. out of a sudden there was the sun. a pretty one. so we decided to head out and have a nice lunch or dinner. but we ended up going out late and it was already reaching sunset. though it was only 3 something in the afternoon. TGIF is one of the nearest good restaurant in city centre which we can reach. hmm..the European Mall was what we aimed for actually. ha. bought two scarfs. red and black. should match my jackets better.
and our friend, Chris, who hid his 21st birthday which was yesterday from us since the night before till this morning. so we literally skipped his whole birthday. the worse part is he was with us almost the entire day and we didn't know at all. if it wasn't because of JinLi we would just get to wish him the following year or even not at all forever since he prefers not telling. not even it's on his facebook. poor him got scolded while we were celebrating for him this morning for making us so guilty. and lucky that we made dinner tonight just for him.
so, i missed my study session these two days. tests are on tuesday and friday. i'm doomed.
pictures are taken by me on the way to Kievskaya.
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and our friend, Chris, who hid his 21st birthday which was yesterday from us since the night before till this morning. so we literally skipped his whole birthday. the worse part is he was with us almost the entire day and we didn't know at all. if it wasn't because of JinLi we would just get to wish him the following year or even not at all forever since he prefers not telling. not even it's on his facebook. poor him got scolded while we were celebrating for him this morning for making us so guilty. and lucky that we made dinner tonight just for him.
so, i missed my study session these two days. tests are on tuesday and friday. i'm doomed.
pictures are taken by me on the way to Kievskaya.
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Saturday, December 12, 2009
X TGIF.
so no thanks to friday. as next week is what i don't want it to come at all. never slept the whole previous night, and i was like a dead walking creature in uni today. brain was down totally. managed to get home fast after Anatomy lecture and slept for 4 hours before party. feel absolutely great now. volley training's at 10am later. i need more work outs to get rid of the winter's fat. but the problem is i feel hungry all the time.
caught this in leekheng's room. see how she worships her Lays.
signing off now. night guys.
have a fun weekend. i'm going to spend mine with notes and books. =)
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Friday, December 11, 2009
everything's beautiful tonight.
last staying up so late this week. will have a better rest tomorrow night, despite the party that i'm supposed to host. endless tests are coming up damn soon, including on christmas eve, which happens to be also my birthday. surgery test, what a fucking joke is that. thought christmas's the most happening event in the year for westerners but just so lucky i am to be in a weird country like russia which never celebrates english christmas. instead, they declared their own christmas on 7th of January. one whole week of new year break from 1st to 7th. pretty!! i should be born on 31st then.
by the way, saw a hot russian guy in the bus. we couldn't move our eyes off him. i actually stared at him the entire trip. a lot of people dress up better during winter. no wonder i always complain m'sia is lacking of highly fashionable people. and that's why there's nothing like mamak stall here but fancy restaurants are all over. back in m'sia i had even seen children with pyjamas in the mall!! =/
have 10 damn histology slides to draw. *sigh*
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Thursday, December 10, 2009
there's the reason i never draw well
those places are covered by snow now. friends are complaining colours i wear. and so i got dared to wear a bright red poncho. couldn't imagine how will it be like on me. colours are confusing.the purple leather jacket is already at my limit.
hmm, speaking of which, can't wait for winter sales. i seriously need more jackets.
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